About Me

My name is Jennifer, and I'm complicated.

There's an entire string of adjectives that could be used to describe me ranging from adorable to zealous and everything in between. The short form is that I'm a thirty something seeker, looking for my bliss. I'm liberal, educated, open-minded and gay.

As of this writing, I'm undergoing a major life change -- I'm moving out from the house I have shared with my wife and kids for the past couple of years and becoming a single person again. I'm trying to start a business, learn who I am now, embrace life and still maintain ties to my past. I love the kids and will still be a part of their lives -- despite not knowing who I am right this second.

I'm a tarot reader, a dominatrix, a psychic, an artist and a cook. I love to bake and grow herbs in pots. I have a bad relationship with money but a good relationship with my inner child. I practice Zen Tantric Buddhism mixed with a little neo-pagan. I'm an environmentalist and a tree f*cker (hugging wasn't getting things done.)

All my life, I've followed the same patterns -- relationships, career, in my self growth... The definition of insanity is doing the same things over and over while expecting different results. I've decided to become sane.

This blog is my personal journal; I hope that you'll come along with me through life, growth and change.